My Monster....another work in progress

I'm falling, through the levels of a town.
I used to find myself there, and feel content in the surrounds.
But what once were blue skies, now never see the day.
And the changes in myself my dear, i'd pay to stay away.
Home is where the heart is, and my heart will always be.
But the night just spawned a monster, at the death of sobriety.
And in the early hours, in the dirty tavern
My monster played under electric lantern.
Taking a piece of me everytime.

And as the demon lays its head, so does mine awake
And it gifts me a reminder, a memory finder
A night to which i cant relate.

Tattered friendships and bruised shins
And the memory of a pretty face.
In the haze of a ruined place.
I take the blame, for my monsters sins.

I am in revolution, with my own evoloution
Fighting for control of a scarlet demon
told me it had torn my heart in two.
But i know it's there, i feel it true.
My blood still runs, my eyes still show
The blue of your eyes, the black of your bow.
And one day when i fight it down,
I'll take my pretty, to another town.